No matter how much I wanted to end my life, my life itself doesn’t want me to.
You were always there. But I didn’t bother. You were always there. But I didn’t appreciate you. You were always there. But I wasn’t. In a very unfair world we have, all we need is love. And while you were giving me everything you could, I didn’t even bother lending you a piece of mine. … Continue reading JOURNAL: My One That Got Away
I guess they're right. You cannot change what never happened. What you don't know won't kill you. Almost is never enough. Has it ever occurred to you that the way things are right now is because of a decision you made that you think was the right thing to do but actually made the situation … Continue reading JOURNAL: Worth It
My favorite word in the dictionary: You I'm not referring to only one person but to a lot of you that came and left. To the you that knocked, came in, then left me hanging. To the you that broke me to pieces. To the you that told me I wasn't enough. To the you … Continue reading JOURNAL: You
I don't even know why I'm crying. I was never this desperate for love. I only tend to imagine things like me going out with some other guys I had a crush on. I only imagine one scene with them -- it can be hiking somewhere with J, having evening roadtrips with K, or go … Continue reading JOURNAL: Nine